Dear Wound..
i have nothing much to say to ya but here goes.
The reason i wanted you to confess was not to laugh at you. certainly not to make fun of you or just so u cud get rejected. its not because i wanted to see how much u wud crawl to get your hands on a big candy promised as a reward. it is not because i wanted something to talk about with Aira and laugh at the outcome. You may not know it now cuz ur just wounded. i'm sorry to have put you in the hardship of facing rejection and for not being able to help you through..
Dear Wound
to be honest, i did this because i want you to learn some lessons that cannot be told by merely words and theoretically. a lesson that no way you can learn without going through the pain and the hardship. a lesson to let you know how hard it is to love. and to be loved.
Dear Wound
i wanted you to learn to speak for your own self. i wanted you to go to the person you liked and talk. on the behalf of your own self. i wanted you to speak through your lips and not others. i wanted you to stand up on your own. because we cant help you forever when you need a hand. we cant promise to always be on your side and stand up for you.
Dear Wound
i wanted you to learn to face your own fear and nightmares. to stare them in the face and give em a slap or two around. i want you to face up to them and tell them you're not afraid. cuz they said, the only thing to fear is fear itself. i wanted you to know what it is like to be free of them. i wanted you to learn to say good night to the monster under your bed.
Dear Wound
i wanted you to learn what its like to be the unwanted person. because no matter how u avoid it now, you will face it in the future and at the very least you will know how to coop with it. you will know how to handle rejections and you will know how to stand up again. i'm not talking bout the love rejection in particular but other kinds of rejections such as job rejections application rejections and stuffs.
Dear Wound
i wanted you to know that when you're down, all you have to do is to look up. you wont find anything underneath. the sky is so wide and there lies hopes and dreams that never were seen.
Dear Wound
and finally, now you will know that you and brad pitt (angelina jolie joke there get it?? ehehehhe) will never be together, you can rest easy knowing that.. but if you didnt, you will be trapped asking what if you never did ask? will he say yes or will he say no? what if?? what if?? what freakin if??? take the leap then you'll know..
Dear Wound
now you see why i did this. just telling you these without you being wounded will just be like licking a page of a recipe book. you know how it looks like but you cant feel it. so, i apologize of making you go through this but it is for your own good. now cheer up and play the ukelele!!! hahaha.. i digressed.. now that you know all these feelings you are a little stronger now. what does not kill you makes you stronger. you may not know it but u learned a lot and im proud of ya for facing it by yourself.
love, Death's Lullaby
we_eat_ice_cream!!!
